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Created on 2006-07-26 15:38:20 (#10763062), last updated 2009-06-09
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| Name: | sickwing |
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2008
Welcome to my journal. I am 24. I want a life but can't find one. Why are people so evil?
Not so fucked in the head this year, because I found someone for 14 months, but that someone went away and now I am lost. I have a few things to live for and some possibilities but aside from that I am still in a general state of hopelessness.
I also moved out of home so everything is a little bit intense.
What next?
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Welcome to my journal. I am 22. I am fucked in the head.
"Now you're normal, now you're not. God hates me so, sometimes I don't really know what to make of it all. For example I used to be a little nerd girl with nothing to settle for and then I worked my butt off and now I'm on my way to finishing a double degree in university. But nothing is simple. I am going to die young, I know it and that's going to be a major problem for me because in this short little space of time I unashamedly want to find something real and something I can attain that is worth my while but the only things I find is numbness, void, ineffective being and at the end of the day I have sold my soul and now I'm cursed to eat myself away because essentially I am running on an empty tank."
-me.
Welcome to my journal. I am 24. I want a life but can't find one. Why are people so evil?
Not so fucked in the head this year, because I found someone for 14 months, but that someone went away and now I am lost. I have a few things to live for and some possibilities but aside from that I am still in a general state of hopelessness.
I also moved out of home so everything is a little bit intense.
What next?
______________________________________________________________________________________________
Welcome to my journal. I am 22. I am fucked in the head.
"Now you're normal, now you're not. God hates me so, sometimes I don't really know what to make of it all. For example I used to be a little nerd girl with nothing to settle for and then I worked my butt off and now I'm on my way to finishing a double degree in university. But nothing is simple. I am going to die young, I know it and that's going to be a major problem for me because in this short little space of time I unashamedly want to find something real and something I can attain that is worth my while but the only things I find is numbness, void, ineffective being and at the end of the day I have sold my soul and now I'm cursed to eat myself away because essentially I am running on an empty tank."
-me.
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